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HELLO, I'M DEADRA.

I'm a quiet, anxious introvert with a resting bitch face. This site exists because I have too many dolls, too much anxiety, and apparently not enough sense to stop organizing things no one asked for. Browse freely, learn things, and try not to judge my life choices too loudly.

Dream Valley Aeon Butterfly Jialan Unboxing: The Resin Disaster?

10/25/2025

I got a package! And not just any package! This time it was the long-awaited Dream Valley Jialan, the Aeon Butterfly sculpt, in their brand new blue-gray resin. I bought him specifically to be the male counterpart to my ghost moth girl. Because ap…

Hunting for YEARS… Spirit Fetus Spider Returns!

11/29/2025

If you’ve been in the ball-jointed doll hobby long enough, you eventually develop a list of “grails”; those impossible-to-find sculpts that either never appear secondhand, or when they do, they’re priced like rare artifacts smuggled out of a curse…

Shipped

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Find Me (Somewhere)

I’m scattered across a ridiculous variety of social media, sales sites, and corners of the internet—because apparently, every good username was already taken. Some accounts I use daily, some I barely touch, and some exist purely because the internet demanded it. I tried to make my handles consistent, but alas… chaos prevailed. Behind each handle is me, my dolls, my failed art, and whatever strange obsessions I’ve decided to share. Explore at your own risk.